We all suck at this. I just wanted to say that.
Now, that said, can we just accept that we may be clumsy with this radically different method than the one that preceded it? Can we just accept our limited level of mastery of the method and, by trying every day, get better through those micro-efforts called classes, which are sometimes heroic, and do so in spite of those voices in our ears? Can we just move on to the work we have in front of us on behalf of our students and our country?