Presenting in front of people until this weekend in KY was always 70% torture and 30% fun. It was mainly because of the naysayers, those who don’t want to change, whose energy I seemed to pick up on like iron filings in a windstorm. Some of you who have been in this group over all the years know what I am saying.
This semi-hellish state lasted for over ten years on the TPRS circuit and was a bane in my existence when I presented because I knew that I had such great materials to share with people, but those iron filings from the negative energy in the crowd used to just jump up on me and wipe me out, because I’m not a naturally confident person in the first place.
But now I can handle it. I can’t let people’s darkness and fear of teaching in a new way that is based in the heart and on love stop me from shining my light.
Tina, of course, has much to do with this unfoldment because she doesn’t allow any bullshit get in the way of our work. Another factor in this is how Diego Ojeda and his Louisville CI Liftoff Team and the faculty at Louisville Collegiate School this past weekend were totally on the wave length expressed so beautifully below by the most beautiful Odetta, a true American treasure:
Related: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMaWsfLYQko